In Love

I have to write this entry in English, otherwise it wouldn't do what I feel justice. I think it has something to do with my recent obsession being read in English.

Am I in love? I'd really hope that wouldn't I? I guess the feeling is sadly so similar, other than the fact that I'm just obsessed with the Twilight Series. It is very serious, so serious that I'd consider myself being obsessed! The books are wonderful, I'm still trying to finish the last book, but I'm absolutely in love with the main characters, their feelings, and their world.

Their feelings just reminds me very so much of how I've felt, and how I wish I could have, or will have. For some weird reasons, it's given me hope, that I haven't felt for a while, not since the day he left me six years ago. I thought of the possibilities that maybe he is really not the one for me after all, maybe the "one", my one, is still out there, and for some strange reason, I seem to feel that particular someone is not so far away from turning up. How optimistic I feel? This feeling is not at all familiar with me anymore! What I wouldn't give up to be so in love? I've always felt so much in me that I think myself crazy sometimes for feelings like that, and many have been scared because of that factor. I've learnt to hide that feeling, but how I wish I'll find someone soon, someone that I can say that he's mine and I am his.

I hope he really is turning up in the near future. Sigh. For the mean time, I can only escape from the cruel reality by diving into the books. Now, you see what I mean I'm obsessed. Sigh....